I ain't perfekt but take it from Me Excerpts VI from Chapter 6

Y'all still there? I thought that Irene blew y'all off the face of the map like it flooded them krakkas up in vermont. Y'all still bullshittin while this blog told y'all about ADVERSE WEATHER WHETHER YA LIKE it or NOT aka LIFE as WE KNOW WILL SOON CEASE to EXIST? Do y'all need to read the Final Countdown 2012 & the Final WARnin again? Them Blak Space Peepo is kickin these ALIENS asses as EVERYONE is EXHAUSTED from his rule. Even Job is TIRED but........WE still got 479 days left or........do WE? The way I hear it, it may be 27 days as 9-26-11 may be the day but WE are so TIRED that WE gettin impatient WAITIN for WHATEVER. This is what THEY want as ya get tired ya resign self not to care & here WE are. When ya don't care, ya get LAZY & won't be prepared! This ADVERSE WEATHER is supposed to be preparin US but...........as I always tell US, be ready for ANYTHING bcuz I really don't know what's gonna happen but if ya HEART & MIND are in the right place, you are gonna be alrite! If I had told told y'all that WE would have an earthquake & hurricane (with another possible storm on deck) in 1 week, y'all woulda said that I was crazy. I have info that says that the 5.9 quake was caused by NUKES underground http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pe6BpV4-CLw but in tryin to implement the nwo, THEY gonna do whatever THEY got to to throw US OFF bcuz THEY LOSIN! This is why the FEAR GAME is on HIGH now! The japanese got hit with THEY tsunami when THEY were about to announce that THEY made a car that ran on WATER! On the low, THEY evacuated EVERYBODY outta that nuclear plant area. The oslo shit happened after the norwegians announced that THEY were pullin outta Libya. I don't make none of this up & I trust my sources. You are gonna hear so much in the comin days but as I said in a previous series, Lies Dis Info & Ms Info, any TRUTH mixed in with LIES is a LIE as it is meant to CONfuse you! I just got my book on paper in my hand at about 12:45 Eastern Time on August 30th & as said before, will provide a link to to y'all ASAP! This is the NET & a lot of y'all know that there are so many FAKERS & SCAMMERS but there will be MSC aka Mo SHIT Comin so STAY TUNED! For now tho, let's get into more of our excerpts from my book, I ain't perfekt but take it from Me.

The days of working at a job for 20 years, retiring with a party & sent off with a gold watch are gone. I’ve been around enough to know.  Ayo I’ve done jobs as a mailroom worker to being a corporate trainer.  I’ve been in almost every type of work environment imaginable & some of the things I’ve seen in Kkkorporate AmeriKKKa rivals what goes on in the street’s minus the physical violence.  I’ve had so many jobs I’ve lost count.  Some lasted 1 day & some as long as 3 years, but I never stick around long. Why? I have spazzed out on people because as I said in earlier chapters, I have parents from a foreign country that probably would not have made a quarter of the money that they made in Honduras & so they ate a lot of abuse at the hands of employers to keep their jobs. This author here though was not afflikted with that dynamic & y’all know the rest. My mouth has the ability to get me in or out of trouble & as a younger man, it was usually trouble. I remember times where I would “rehearse my lines a thousand times until I had them memorized, but when I’d get up the nerves to tell you the words, it’d just never seem to come out right.”* Now I’m in hot water OR fired again. I don’t have a college degree (just a street one), so job security was never there.  By the time I knew my spot was blown, it was way too late & I could never figure it out. Fukk it, shit is done & I’m not gonna ask or beg for my job back either. When I’m done, I’m done!!! You see back then I didn’t know how to deal with those devils & something that I’ve never seen in print is that, “I never knew why but I always had a lot of nervous energy around them people.” A lot of people silently admit this but as exposure ensues, you get accustomed to being around them and….sometimes I would do stuff & right after I did it would ask myself, “why did I just do that?”  As I’ve gotten older, I’ve had conversations with other people to hear the same thing.  I especially started learning that devil

when I became a foot messenger in NYC in the early 90’s when I was at rock bottom self

esteem-wise. I would walk into a reception area & have ugly situations some of which bordered on the confrontational! When I would see this, it would dawn on me that if a white person walked into the same reception area, the receptionist/secretaries demeanor would immediately change just like that. Even some of the sistas would act out of pocket, but rarely. Those experiences right there was the experiences that I needed to cut my teeth on & started my journey to want to answer the ultimate question that Malcom told us was “WHY?” These further questions would soon lead to a sista that I love forever who I call my spiritual mother who worked on the street selling incense, oils, beads & other items for the spirit & her name is Mama Ruth.  I didn’t start this quest right away but I know that she put the seed there for me to start on that path & here I am writing this book. I didn’t even realize the blessing I received by doing that depressing job until I wrote these words right here & now it’s time to thank the Creator. Thank you Creator for all of those dynamics & for the blessings in disguise.  But blak to the matter at hand; after I had gained a little knowledge of self, the inverse started happening. I knew the krakka too well & became an uppity nigga!  Before I would bend & fold to their whims knowing something wasn’t right & then I knew exactly what it was & became unbendable & unbreakable. I remember days when I would be called into an office & was told to sit down & I would never sit down.  I didn’t know at these times that I was already answering the warriors drum.  Sometimes my job would hang in the balance & I would be like “Fuck It,” knowing I don’t have a pot to piss in or even the pot to think about pissing in.  I couldn’t help myself  & I wasn’t having the bullshit.  This I would say was my angry point & when you learn this stuff, especially in its earlier stages, it can make one preachy, angry, conflikted, confused, discouraged, dismayed, sad, excited & I guess in one word volitaile.  I tried my best to teach every Blak that I came in contact with to hate whites, thinking that telling them this new found truth of mine would work wonders on them.  If they didn’t like what I said, I didn’t care because I knew the truth & wanted to show others how right I was. On jobs especially, I held audiences captive with my vitrol but had to learn the hard way that Blak Folk will hate each other before we hate anyone else.  I guess Blak people don’t like to feel that they hate devils because . . . . we feel that people can see it & not employ us.  I didn’t learn to love or hate so I learned through my own experiences, absorbed it & gave it back where it came from. HOW UNWISE! This is a paradox that I had to solve for myself & if you wish to make this journey, it’s a rough one.  Be more than sure that if you want to go this route that you apply thick skin that elephant guns can’t penetrate.  Make sure that your coat of arms is packed with Kevlar.  Do like the Wu Tang & Protect your Neck SON!

             AYO, NO YOUNG BLAKMAN FROM THIS POINT ON BETTER NEVER COME AROUND ME TALKING ABOUT JOINING THE MILITARY.  You ain’t defending “your country” if you can’t even protect your brothers & sisters from the pigs in your Hood!



                                                                - to be continued -

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